Think Tank,
why do you armor yourself with
ten inches of
Aussie Instant Freeze?
And fill your eyes
full of ice
with that get-back gaze.
Eyes in green
reflecting the pastures
in your dreams
There's no place
for treads there.
Just hooves.
And their eyes see
straight through
your thin veneer
Think, Tank.
Sometimes the war just never ends,
but battles are better fought
with friends
I think? Tank?
A feast of flame upon your flesh:
an alchemist's guide to light
A slow burn guiding
dreams into night
And warmth enough to last
til morning bright
For sake of those
waiting spark of life
To break free from darkness
and in passion, ignite
Letting past lives be
gone, forgotten, forgiven
Made right.
Distance can oft make life wary
of stories untold
And yet, without dream of delay
do our wings unfold:
To thrust ourselves forth
towards futures unknown
And grasp at hints of smile hiding
just beyond vision-shown
Preserving the hope in our hearts
that we hold
Birthing moments of mirth
and memories bold.
Feet flying with life
arms wide, criss-cross step
into a pivot
spinning into the light
Yet your eyes, so dead inside?
I liked your style but you
just liked being high
Why?
Beauty marred
by teeth grinding away at
dreams written on dice
Smacking your head to
cast them into another gamble,
Why not?
Can't fall apart now,
gotta make it through
the night, make it to
the next hit
The next kiss
to make believe:
Pretend love.
Thoughts wander into
unknown spaces
Feet into
unknown places
Where right and wrong
muddle together
Mixing black and white
and blue and red
and all the colors
born in our heads
Into a cyclone of confusion
and loud lights
and bright laughter
and soft sorrow
and cold longing
Belonging?
Like the bare feet that
together
cut against the current
Kicking and
splashing and
laughing and
crying
Until its quiet trickle
bursts
violently, into night
felling the silence
with roaring hearts.
Every time you surprise me
By filling all the lines in
connecting the dots between
a gunshot
and a soul's loss
By fearing my eyes will widen
and corners crinkle like the
dry leaves crumbling
beneath your feet
But they're not. They're
Warm blankets
on a cold night
And a light breeze
to keep pushing you
Forward.
Sparkle scars
cutting lines
across the sky
Auburn-gold and
blue-black memories
etched in flesh
Memories to borrow from
the back of your mind
just
one more time?
Sparkle scars
stretching deep
and far
Softening dark brown
eyes
Cutting the numbness into
Sharp
Red
Lies
I wish I had been
there,
then,
to stay your hand
To hold it against my heart and
let its lullaby
ease your pain
into gentle slumber
The stone sings softly
to send sweet sorrow
to sleep in surety.
Sweet sorrow,
whose time clings to the sun
now beyond horizon's brim
slowly joining the stars
in far-off futures.
Sweet sorrow,
a lullaby to lay it
lightly into that sea of dreams
sparkling brighter than ever
having found a new friend.
Sweet sorrow,
my old friend
you were the path of thorns
on the road to joy
Hot pink paint
dripping in tune
with the beat
on the dance floor
In tune with the beat
like your body,
swaying
so softly
In tune with the beat
like my feet
running up
the down escalator
But seeing your smile
dripping that
Hot pink paint
That's when I knew
my heart was beating
in tune
with you
Cold concrete on my cheek
Blood between my teeth
Dark blood, black, like oil
Sputtering, pooling nonsense
Spitting senseless violence
I remember Your crooked smile
Wicked eyes
Dark lies
in the black
looking right back
at Me.
I hated you
the way your fist
Clenched heat
Hate, hate, hating
Hurting the weak.
I killed you
smashed your skull in
ha Ha HA HOW EMPTY!
KILL, KILL, KILLING
YOUR MEMORY
EVEN NOW and yet...
Yet somehow still
every day
I look in the mirror
and
see
your
filthy
face.
Monster.
Think Tank,
why do you armor yourself with
ten inches of
Aussie Instant Freeze?
And fill your eyes
full of ice
with that get-back gaze.
Eyes in green
reflecting the pastures
in your dreams
There's no place
for treads there.
Just hooves.
And their eyes see
straight through
your thin veneer
Think, Tank.
Sometimes the war just never ends,
but battles are better fought
with friends
I think? Tank?
A feast of flame upon your flesh:
an alchemist's guide to light
A slow burn guiding
dreams into night
And warmth enough to last
til morning bright
For sake of those
waiting spark of life
To break free from darkness
and in passion, ignite
Letting past lives be
gone, forgotten, forgiven
Made right.
Distance can oft make life wary
of stories untold
And yet, without dream of delay
do our wings unfold:
To thrust ourselves forth
towards futures unknown
And grasp at hints of smile hiding
just beyond vision-shown
Preserving the hope in our hearts
that we hold
Birthing moments of mirth
and memories bold.
Feet flying with life
arms wide, criss-cross step
into a pivot
spinning into the light
Yet your eyes, so dead inside?
I liked your style but you
just liked being high
Why?
Beauty marred
by teeth grinding away at
dreams written on dice
Smacking your head to
cast them into another gamble,
Why not?
Can't fall apart now,
gotta make it through
the night, make it to
the next hit
The next kiss
to make believe:
Pretend love.
Thoughts wander into
unknown spaces
Feet into
unknown places
Where right and wrong
muddle together
Mixing black and white
and blue and red
and all the colors
born in our heads
Into a cyclone of confusion
and loud lights
and bright laughter
and soft sorrow
and cold longing
Belonging?
Like the bare feet that
together
cut against the current
Kicking and
splashing and
laughing and
crying
Until its quiet trickle
bursts
violently, into night
felling the silence
with roaring hearts.
Every time you surprise me
By filling all the lines in
connecting the dots between
a gunshot
and a soul's loss
By fearing my eyes will widen
and corners crinkle like the
dry leaves crumbling
beneath your feet
But they're not. They're
Warm blankets
on a cold night
And a light breeze
to keep pushing you
Forward.
Sparkle scars
cutting lines
across the sky
Auburn-gold and
blue-black memories
etched in flesh
Memories to borrow from
the back of your mind
just
one more time?
Sparkle scars
stretching deep
and far
Softening dark brown
eyes
Cutting the numbness into
Sharp
Red
Lies
I wish I had been
there,
then,
to stay your hand
To hold it against my heart and
let its lullaby
ease your pain
into gentle slumber
The stone sings softly
to send sweet sorrow
to sleep in surety.
Sweet sorrow,
whose time clings to the sun
now beyond horizon's brim
slowly joining the stars
in far-off futures.
Sweet sorrow,
a lullaby to lay it
lightly into that sea of dreams
sparkling brighter than ever
having found a new friend.
Sweet sorrow,
my old friend
you were the path of thorns
on the road to joy
Hot pink paint
dripping in tune
with the beat
on the dance floor
In tune with the beat
like your body,
swaying
so softly
In tune with the beat
like my feet
running up
the down escalator
But seeing your smile
dripping that
Hot pink paint
That's when I knew
my heart was beating
in tune
with you
Cold concrete on my cheek
Blood between my teeth
Dark blood, black, like oil
Sputtering, pooling nonsense
Spitting senseless violence
I remember Your crooked smile
Wicked eyes
Dark lies
in the black
looking right back
at Me.
I hated you
the way your fist
Clenched heat
Hate, hate, hating
Hurting the weak.
I killed you
smashed your skull in
ha Ha HA HOW EMPTY!
KILL, KILL, KILLING
YOUR MEMORY
EVEN NOW and yet...
Yet somehow still
every day
I look in the mirror
and
see
your
filthy
face.
Monster.